Saturday, August 30, 2003
back again!
meant to come online on monday but was too lazy...
first things first... THE RACE IS OPEN!!! so after last sunday's race, the current leader board stands as such: 1. M Schumi 72 points 2. Montoya 71pts 3.
RAIKKO 70pts... so if raikko gets at least 2 points more than both monty and schumi in the next race he'll be leading!! go kimi!
i'm utterly disgusted with all the andy-mandy pictures that have been floating ard lately... note to all... i'm not being bias when i say she's TOTALLY ugly in her new movie... go take a second look and if u cant see it ur just blind...
so there u go... a summary of my incredibly amazingly overwhelmingly boring week in NJ so here's a more detailed one
i'm getting irritable lately by things that may not even concern me... but well its just me.. i find fault with every single teenie weenie matter... living or not when i'm in one of this mood.... no its not a case of PMS but rather DMS...
let's see i was pissed off with russell on thurs cos he was being a really selfish ass... a sentiment shared- am i right to add? and on fri i was annoyed by sihui and her (disgustedly)
nico-darling Keat told me shao commented that us TK girls seems to be alike... guy haters, anti guys watever... well knowing me and dey certainly didnt help... i guess i dun really hate guys... nor do i like them either... they are good as friends...some...
i dun hate nic or watever he's a good fren but not a bf
its just when like on fri when the class is going out and sihui doesnt want to come along again cos of nic, its just well pissing... everytime we ask her out she wont come aong cos of him... and the thing was they just spent the night before together... and they see each other everyday! for goodness sake! u CAN live w/o guys u know... she defended herself by saying she went out with us ONCE! and when was that? i dun remember...
u know i really despise girls like that, who treasure their relationship more than their friends... face it sihui THEY DUN LAST! as sorry as i am to say such hurtful things but its a fact... esp JC relationships.. and as if neglecting her frens isnt enough she's really underperforming in her studies and i know for a fact that she's way smarter and more hardworking than me but yet i'm doing better than her.. not that i'm doing very well myself...
UNDERLINE: I HATE GUYS...well not all but i despise most of them anyway...the sissy no backbone ones and the chauvinistic ones etc
i'm also piss with myself for screwing my life up with every single min... dun wanna comment on that but yes i hate life too add that to my " Yo Hate ______" list
on a lighter note... my mom went to a fortune teller or sort this morning and now i'll have to change my chinese name cos my old one says that i'm not a brave person... well it depends on who and what i'm dealing with... if u put a lizard there i'll scream my head off... if u put someone like luke in front of me i'll scream his ass off.... but perhaps, like Masuji i have a weakness in me.. him for deceit and slothfulness and me, however bitchy i can be... am not as brave as i appear...
she added that i must not wed before i'm 28... not in my plans anyway so that's alright... but poor markie will hafta wait then.. haha! and also i'm hardworking but have a short attention span.... errrr.... not exactly true there cos i am so not hardworking but absolutely accurate abt the short attention span part...
so there u go... a week in the life of the great almighty yo.....
found a pot of gold@ 15:23
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"One Art"
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
To be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost keys, the hour badlly spent
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owne, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
-Elizabeth Bishop
