Saturday, February 28, 2004
so tired of everything...
need a new job... i dun hate it... but i dun enjoy it...
i'm hating life....
i'm sick of life...
i'm sick of everyone....
at least the ones that matters not....
wat does it matter...
since the ones that matters...
does not matter anymore.
*ha.ha.ha.*
cut my stupid hair and now i look stupid... i swear man... stupid stupid hair... i ahte my hair... not just cos of the stupid hari cut but its in horrible condition...
went to zouk to celebrate rach's birthday... lay peng nicole shermeen alvin andrew jh and some other people were there.... still cant decide whether i like or hate clubbing since i say i hate it but keep going... brother... oh at least i go only on occasions...
another depressing day sending lyd off to perth. i was more sad looking at her lil bro jonathan than seeing her leave.. not that i wasnt sad.. but her icky bro looked so pathetic.. could see that he was trying hard not to cry but he was looking really down and dejected. he was giving her this big hug just before she went in. felt so sad for him.
so who's next on the next flight outta here?
found a pot of gold@ 13:00
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Sunday, February 22, 2004
had Swensens for lunch today.... how to stay healthy1! oh well! can always start tomorrow! *sings:
'tomorrow! tomorrow! there's always, tomorrow!'
the guy who held the record for drinking the most at my place came in today (he drank 4 err glasses? 2 cappucinos, 1 diet coke..a can one.. and a juice the last time round) so me and my manager, janet were trying to see whether he can beat his own record.... but he didnt! awww... damn! he only ordered 2 drinks today... oh did i mention he looks like jamie oliver!?! haha... nice british accent.... yeah.... how can u beat a guy who can cook well and play the drums and speaks with a british accent! but then again jamie oliver is married! as i had the misfortune to find out last week! well well... gays and married men... sigh.... wat is it with them that appeals to me... the unattainable! haha... oh boy!
found a pot of gold@ 13:58
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Saturday, February 21, 2004
cute lee!
went to the gym today...trying to be more healthy cos i feel like a blob for having not exercise for ages.... but dun think it was effective since i had curry fish head for dinner... heh heh
went to visit xiu yest at her shop... and tried on the bikinis.... felt so depress after that cos of the ultimate realisation that i've got no boobs! boohoo!(haha!) oh well! flat and proud of it?? haha
lyd is leaving on thursday... i'm so gonna miss her.... why is everyone leaving! why why why! first jess then joyce and next lyd... and everyone is else is either in the army or working.... sigh...
"Strange World"
We walk without a sound across a barren landscape
Your eyes are twisted down to a dew entrailed ground
We watch the stars as they slowly fade away and in the clearing sky I see
The cold stone face of morning setting in on me
It's a strange world
It's a very strange world that leaves me
Holding on to nothing when there's nothing left to lose
Your touch is cold and damp, the devil's in your eyes
I wonder why I always let you lead me on this way
'Cause you see only what you want to see
You feel only what you want to
And I am on the outside of your strange world
It's a strange world
It's a very strange world that leaves me
Holding on to nothing when there's nothing left to lose
We're walking hand in hand, we'll walk this way forever
Our eyes have risen to the water's edge watching with the tides
The stars have fallen to another day and the sun warms our path to
Find the reasons leave us far behind in our strange world
It's a strange world
It's a very strange world that leaves me
Holding on to nothing when there's nothing left to lose
found a pot of gold@ 15:35
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Thursday, February 19, 2004
bored bored bored...
sent joyce off on monday... so sad! i'm so gonna miss her man... like i say... all my mates are leaving one by one... and lyd's leaving next week as well... boohoo!
went to maxwell food centre yest... thanks to BERNIE! the girl is so blur i tell u... ok la but the food there is not bad... the ramen we ate was pretty nice... shall go tehre again and try the rest of the food there...
i'm super broke and i dunno y.... and i still wanna buy the top from topshop!!! i've been eyeing it for sooo sooo sooo long.. finally they reduced the price to a erasonable level!
have to go tired... work tmr... abck aching! ta! sorry for the typos!
found a pot of gold@ 15:10
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Sunday, February 15, 2004
ok o'm back to using my roddick skin cos my lee ryan skin was giving a fucking whole load of problem... damn it... the skin is so nice... damn it damn it damn it!
found a pot of gold@ 14:35
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Saturday, February 14, 2004
i'm nto asking for much...just wanna find the perfect eye candy who doesnt smoke and isnt
GAY but! like they say... all nice guys are ugly...all good looking guys are not nice... and all nice and good looking guys are guys or attached... how very true... oh man! sheesh sheesh sheesh! and i'm not even looking for a guy to hook up to... just a good looking ideal guy to drool over to keep my boring life exciting! but alas! its not meant to be! hhhmmmmmm....
ok enough of my ramblings... its valentine's and i'm home... baby sitting my bro and his fren.. blah... and they stink i tell ya... and listening to my brand new cd *winks to tar* and msging neh neh rachel... crapping a whoel load of crap... and lying my way out of working... so there u go... that's my v-day... hope urs better!
found a pot of gold@ 09:05
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ok there was some prob with the skin previously and i've tried to edit it... pls tell me whether u can see the pic or anything.. feedback on my tagboard thanks alot
found a pot of gold@ 05:51
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Friday, February 13, 2004
cool kel came in today... again.... so ncie of him right? yeah right...
today was ok... i was really tired...carlos commented that i looked really sleepy and gave me 3 slaps across the face... thanks carlos.... :P raymond was being really sick... as in really really realy sick.... so me & daphne were going yeah yeah watever.... and i gave him some of my infamous punches and kicks....
kel has 1 mtvasia awards tic! and he's not going... but who wants to go alone? oh well... in one month's time....starting today... is me! moi's birthday! yeah! happy birthday to me! ok too early... but HINT! but wishlist will coem back up again... after i get rid of this skin... but hey! u like it?(with special dedication to patty!)
found a pot of gold@ 11:53
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oh and i reek of smoke after i came home..... anyone wanna bet with me that it came form utt? MUMMY! boohoo
found a pot of gold@ 01:54
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oh my oh my oh my! i took a pic with my cutie pie! woohoo!! went to china black for the sugababes party and who else but
UTT is hosting! without doubt i was more interested in Utt than the Sugababes of cos! haha... i was like looking ard for him blah blah blah... playing a good game of hide and seek... nah... anyway he came on stage to introduce the girls then he disappeared! ahhh! then i was just looking ard and spotted him on the stairs behind where we were sitting so i practically drag my friend who has a cam to take a pic of me with him! haha wooo... he had me in his arms! haha... ok he had nyd too.. but that's not the point... the sickening thing though is that he freaking smokes! yes! he lighted a stick after the show! which is bloody irritating... 'cos i detest guys who smokes! sheesh man... markie had better not smoke.... so my impression of him went from
woohoo to
yeeaaaaah "'-_- .... MUMMY!
anyway the show... not too bad.... would be much better if they hadnt made us wait for 2 freaking hours! wat the fuck...this is crazy man...they started att 11pm and performed for less than half an hour..though the show was ok... but wat the hell... even westlife or blue dun do that lor.. not that i'm being bias cos i'm not... but this is the longest i've waited for any artist to perform...1 hr is still tolerable but 2???
or and anyway... the asian girl(or the ugly one as quoted by nyd) smokes as well...after the show when she was playing pool in one of the rooms at chinablack... oh brother...
found a pot of gold@ 01:46
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
hmmm... life has been... BORING!
i just took my BTT yest... it was ok... a bit tricky sometimes... and sometimes the ans are like DUH! it was quite amusing though... cos in the qn booklet itself there were ans on it written by previous candidates... on some of the qns John Doe was like the "the ans is 'B'... confirm la" or "trust me la" etc etc etc... and he or she was kind enough to wish us all good luck at the end of the paper... confidence.... mere helpfulness...sheer vandalism.. watever...
reading Anne Rice novels now... must say i didnt really like the first one "Merrick"... the 2nd one "Pandora" was rather boring at the start but not too bad after that... its all in first person... a "dear diary" format.... adn the first one was basically abt this horny vampire...who also happens to be gay... well bisexual... and his horny thoughts for this girl Merrick who later became a vampire herself... and along came another horny vampire... plus another vampire leader, Lestat... all of whom possessing hints of gayism.... and i dun mean they are a happy bunch!
wanna ehar a great and fabulous news? i may have to work on valentine's day! how great is that... i mean though i dun have a date or anything... but its quite sad to be working right! and i hate working on saturdays.. which explain y i have never worked on saturdays and least of all this saturday! cos i wanna watch the mtvasia awards... ok tt's just an excuse...bvut yeah u get the idea.. i dun wanna work!
hmmm nyd & xiu.. i justv realise that Utt will be there at the zoul party! aahhh!! haha... hmmmm but nvm... its ok! he's too old! boohhoo!!! and i shall stick to my markie kimi and andy and not add to the list anymore.... for now... haha
and nyd FINALLY bought me the Blue cd...for christma! haha... it ok la... still waiting for Tar's waiting....waiting.... but thank u Nyd
found a pot of gold@ 08:00
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Monday, February 09, 2004
life is a series of tests..... LITERALLY!
before we do anything we have to take a test blah blah blah... just when i thought i'm over tests and exams after the A levels... now i have to take a basic theory TEST before i can learn to drive... bah... oh well
i'm so tired... tired tired tired...... after work today... ahve been sleeping really late for the past few days....like 3am in the morning and waking up really early... like say 9-10am.... not that i want to... but i have to because of stupid work!
oh dinner! yippie! update more later!
found a pot of gold@ 11:18
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
hmmm yesterday was fun....
went out with xiu xiu for breakkies at Macs... late.... as usual.... haha... sorry! nice nice yummy macs breakkies....
went to town after that with her... shop shop... went gelare... yum yum nice nice waffle + choco overload ice cream! they didnt have Praline boohoo...but choc overload still nice nice!
jess the dodo called during that time from the US... happy happy! talked for about 1/2h... no more money! and miss miss jessie!
met with my 1st 3 months classmates from A01...rather interesting! went to Marche and played pool... so funny! cos yoyo cannot play for nuts.... which is one reason y i dun play pool much!
can see that yoyo the great is going crazy! shall stop before i continue being so crappy!
found a pot of gold@ 10:34
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Sunday, February 01, 2004
havent been bloggin much i know... will be back soon.... trying a brand new look for my blog... under major reconstruction!
found a pot of gold@ 16:14
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