Wednesday, October 29, 2003
my faith in mankind just went down another notch today.. and trust me... it wasnt very high to start with! seriously u can never trust anyone.... expect the unexpected... especially from the most unexpected.... i know i'm being cynnical about the whole issue "mankind is good/trustworthy" blah blah blah... oh well i've got personal experience to back up my cynnicism...after clara... anything can happen right? right? maybe she's changed(yeah sherm?) but it doesn't change the fact that she made eunice's and my life a hell before she went away(joy to the world!) and i'm sure u guys wouldn't want to know abt my mindset if u dun agree with my mindset.....

"The woman is perfected" yeah after she died.... (sorry u lit guys... too much plath for me!).. that's when all the bitching and biting and scratching stops yeah? and u only see the beautiful side of her... this applies to guys too! humans in general...

do i make sense? i'm beginning to sound like plath! oh gosh! i hope i do well for it!


found a pot of gold@ 16:42
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"One Art"

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
To be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost keys, the hour badlly spent
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owne, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

-Elizabeth Bishop