scumbling to coffee everyday to stop myself from endless yawnings...
is anyone else getting irritated with paula on american idol... i swear i could just slap her right across from the back of her head for being so stupid....and i wonder y she was choosen as a judge anyway since she's not exactly musically inclined...
forget abt paula... raikkonen's car went up in smokes again.... bloody hell...its just the oppsite of last year when mclaren won the first 2 races of the year..
reading dee's fucked up site...and i really mean fucked up......literally... i should start counting how many times she uses the phrase....haha! (oops if ur reading this!) anyway how are u?
oh this is for tar.... u want an update!
kimi! kimi!
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the internet junk 'how dumb are you test' deems me:
46% dumb! |
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wat i hate...though... it the feeling of uselessness.....
say wat, 15 years of studying so far? "good" A level results....doesnt help prevent me from feeling redundant...
i cant do anything, without my aunt there to tell me wat to do...
wats the point of studying then?
sure i need time to learn the trade...
point is....i have to learn everything from scratch, when all that i have learnt so far doesnt prepare me for the tasks...
beginning to feel like a puppet of the education system...when i have tried so hard, to break away from it, to step away from the conventional, the route, the expected and accepted role... where i just have to memorise like crazy and be kiasu to attain good academic results as a sign of success... not how well ur prepared or equipped to face the real work... not just learning empty facts and figures....i dun wanna be viewed this way...neither do i want to be so... yet here i am, being almost like the epitome of the good model student, minus the good grades...
gosh i sound like Dickens...
"My Life"
What I choose to do is of no concern to you and your friends
Where I lay my hat may not be my home, but I will last on my own
'Cause it's me, and my life
it's my life
Oh the world has sat in the palm of your hand not that you'd see
and I'm tired and bored of waiting for you and all those things you never do
'Cause it's me, and my life
it's my life
was gonna use this for my backgrd on the lee skin.... but alas! it wasnt meant to be... haha...
bry quit westlife.... hmmm.. i'll kill him if mark leaves too....
Pat patty hun... i saw the vid for Breathe Easy... lee fever yeah?
tar Irish festival from 11th to 20th March... wanna go? song dance leprechauns and guiness! heh heh... oh and of cos the lotr exhibit... how can we miss that!
oh alright... enough shout outs... i'm getting a sore throat already..... :P
started work today at my aunt's... bored.. jitters....afraid of screwing everything up... somehow working for a stranger is better than working for your relative.... who gives a damn if the company burst up....
Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Oooohhh...why...oooh -- why...
I... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I... can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air
Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside
I won't forget, no i won't baby,
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one i was looking to find
Ooh -- why...ooooh, why -- why...
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooooooohhhhh -- tell me why
Oh won't you tell me why
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying by my side
There's no air
I... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
Coz i can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air
There's no air.
customer saw a rat today...smart rat... evaded the mouse trap set for it for ages already...never been able to catch it... but how great huh... the customer was like "i dunno if i should tell you this but i just saw a rat ran across over there" and i was too amuse to say anything ermm... comforting to him...
well work again tmr... *round and round this circle it goes... run, run, run... no way out, no way round.... back to the start... oh look! here we go again...*
great line by Shakespear....sums up everything doesnt it?
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
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steph
~ jh
~ minyu
~ xiu
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sherm
~ jac
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pat
~ xp
~ tar
~ xiu
~ xiang
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jingxian
~ zhenfang
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
To be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost keys, the hour badlly spent
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owne, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
-Elizabeth Bishop
