What
does your name mean?
purple
violet! yeah i know its so not me.... :(
Have
you ever lied to a friend?
little white lie
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? no...i
have eyes for a certain guy already anyway so i wont look at others! haha
Do you like your parents? they are okay
Ever run away from home? nope
Ever thought about it? yeah
Do you feel your parents spoil you? i spoil myself haha
Do you not get along with any of your family?
brother...well my whole family is dysfunctional sometimes...
Do you have big family get togethers ever? i guess >
Do you
have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
no....
If so, are you in love with them? N.A.
Do they love you? N.A.
How long have you been together? how many times do i ahve
to say N.A.!
Most romantic thing they've ever done for you? oh brother
not again
Do you have a crush? not for a while
If so, are you in love? no...its an infectious
infatuation
Do they know you like them? i guess especially when u
know someone who has a big mouth who knows and is a wrecker of everything
Is it serious or playful? was in some periods i guess
but now i think its foolish
How long have you liked them? oh let's see... where do i
start counting
Done something stupid to impress them? no i usually just
walk away
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? oh
brother..tell me abt it...oh rather dun!
Do u find it romantic or hurtful? hurtful but now i feel
its all rubbish
Even know what it is? oh what is love?
Do you have a religion? yes
Do you practice it i.e go to church? to the temple...
but not always heh heh
Do you believe in God? i believe in a spiritual being..
Jesus? well..i guess he existed but i dun believe in him
in teh spiritual way
Satan? u need a balance between good and evil hey!
Heaven? yes
Hell? yes
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you?
decompose
Does death scare you? sometimes
Have you ever been drunk? nope but tipsy and high
taken drugs? no
stolen? nope
shoplifted? nope
tried to commit suicide? nope
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? no bf(gosh aint i an
angel?)
gotten into a fight? verbal
are you more innocent or guilty? if loving you with all
my heart's a crime.. then i'm guilty!!!
Would you date a drug addict? no but i'll consider an ex
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?
no..
Are you racist? try not to be
Are you discriminatory to anyone? i hope not but
sometimes actions speaks louder... well i'm discriminatory against that SOMEONE
in a03!
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? well i guess
who's not anyway
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and
feelings? i'm rather selfish so close
Do you watch tons of tv? not really...only smallville,
wednesdays nights and f1 and soemtimes tennis and cartoons!
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months?
dunno but i went for the past 2 weekends
Do you listen to the radio often? not so much now cos of
work
Do you read the newspaper? gossip & comic sections?
haha yeah
Do you read magazines? yep
Are you a couch potato? on wednesday nights
Do you use the internet too much? not so much now
Whats your fave style of music? i'm fine as long as they
are pleasant
Do you play an instrument? used to...organ but suck at
it
Do you sing? yes..horribly
Whats your fav band? haha.. westlife....*hi-5 pat!*
Why? for the same reason as pat.... and their songs
helped me thru a difficult period of my life... its just sad ballads..they
always do the trick
Have you met them before? yep....with sweet memories...
haha most notably when pat and jas came down 2 years ago
Name 5 cds that youve bought in that last year. u
mean i burnt?! haha err.. cant remember dun think i even bought 5 cds last
year... but i've gotten them as gifts this year.... let's see.. Westlife's from
Tar, Blue's from Nydia(thank u u 2!) Dido's and Sarah Mclachlan(sp?) from xiu
lai tar and nyd, and guns and roses from jh!
Why did you buy them? err.. i didnt!
Whats your fave sport? for doing...tennis! for
watching....tennis and f1!
Whats your fave sport to watch? oh tehre...answered the
qns already.... F1!!!!
Do you have a fave team of any sort? MCLAREN!!!
MCLAREN MCLAREN! RAIKKONEN!(oops!)
Do you play a lot of sport? tennis nowadays..used to do
high and long jump and track too
ever won anything for sport? yeah..for tennis and
atheletics
Are you funny or serious? it depends... i'm a mood
spoiler at times and a jester at others
Creative or not? not very
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? logical
Are you outgoing or shy? shy.... muahahaha
Are you lazy or active? depends btu lazy most of the
time....
Have you ever been hyperactive? i wasnt called tipsy for
nothing
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? nope
Are you happy with the way you look? not really
What would you change? a lil fatter..fitter...more
boobs? haha nah...its not a must but its a plus!
Do you wear makeup regularly? nope..just lip gloss and i
cant live without my lip balm...
Do you have a large wardrobe? i have 2 cardboards... btu
i think if i get down to packing my clothes i can narrow it down to one...
Do you
have a job?
yeah
Do you like it? not exactly
Are you a saver or a spender? i try to save but still
cant find all my money at the end of the day
Do you work hard or slack off? depends
Have you ever been fired? nope! and proud of it
In trouble at work? err..yeah
Made a major mistake? yeah...not a mistake but did a
stupid thing that cost me a lot of things
Ever had money stolen from you? my whole wallet was
stolen
Are you always broke? yep
Your all time most embarassing moment? err... where do i
start!
Ever snorted drink out your nose? i think so... not that
i want to remember!
Ever giggled like an idiot? everyone does at some
point... i even laugh like an idiot haha!
Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened?
ALWAYS!
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? err...no but
i'm always tripping in front of everyone so even if i did..its nothing
special
Ever said something really stupid? a number of times but
i dun wanna remember
Ever snorted while laughing? i think...
Ever fallen off a bed? i used to pull out the mattress
below my bed and purposely roll down in the middle of the night when i was
young! haha i even put a set of pillows bolsters and a blankie so i dun
have to move the otehr set down.. haha ok i know i'm weird!
Ever sleepwalked? nope!
Ever sleeptalked? err.. not that i know of
Whats your best memory? my first ever singles match
win...i was 4-0 down and we played till 9... i was just totally overwhelm
when i caught up and forced a tie-breaker that i teared from joy even
before i won..haha
Worst? my dada's funeral
Do you have a good memory? depends on what i'm
remembering! *sniggers*
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? my trip
to US, San Fran and we got lost in this area and saw this house that looks
like a haunted mansion out of those hollywood movies
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? try
always? *wink to the a03 peeps*
was it meant to be...
or just a cruel joke,
from You to me...
what's in a promise?
a pledge of honour?
or an over-used, empty, sweet nothing?
4 years flew
yet the words still in my head
hoping...barely...foolishly
"i am fortune's fool!"
exclaimed Romeo,
indeed...indeed...
guess i screwed up everything again huh...myself...my uni applications.. everything else.
pms...
please ignore.....
for your own safety
i'm off tomorrow cos there will be some renovation works going on at my hosue so i get to stay home and oversee everything! heh heh heh! finally a breather... i'll probably wake up at 1pm or so though. have been so tired lately but not being able to sleep at night. and it sucks cos the next morning i'll be too tired to work yet i have to... bah...
AI3... why does john stevens have to sing westlife covers so often?? first it was my girl and then today its mandy... and he always have to sing the songs that i like, like the previous week's, for the elton john special...cant rememebr the title but we did the song for our mass dance in tk and it rocks.. not his version though... nto that i dun like his voice but its just not suited to the songs he sings. oh and i like barry manilow(sp?)! ever since i saw him on ally mcbeal.. haha and he does look like clay aiken.
still waiting for reply from melb uni... should eb out next week... 5 weeks from 22nd march.... bah....
i am indeed wat i eat!
was waiting for jiahui and saw tar(let me side track a lil.... brendon is going for his 5km jog now! muahahahaha!).. oh yeah nayway back to tar.. saw her and was waiting with her for amanda(i refuse to call her by her other name...the shortened form for obvious reasons!)
and later i bumped into my ex-manager janet with daphne... of all time and place! so yeah *sheepish look on my face* cos i was "suppsoed" to be overseas somewhere! *whistles and look ard nonchalently*
and bumped into stef just as we(me and jh) were coming out of charles and keith...but we were suppsoed to meet later anyway so yeah...not too excited abt that! heehee(sorry stef!)
so who was there yesterday.... there's me jh, stef shermeen cynthia(love her new look! well old look actually just that i havent seen it yet!) gy songyu err....bernie girl! and... saboon!(muahahaha) and who else... LYDIA! of cos! she was the reason why we were there anyway! haha! oh and there's lyd's fren cheryl....nice girl...and finally! a northener! she lives in amk too! so now i dun ahve to go home alone after meeting them! heh heh heh! those damn easteners!
we went to ding tai feng... at paragon... ok place... and guess who's working there! yingting!! heh heh i didnt realised until i received a sharp jab from her on my ribs... and then we went to buy ice cream! they did.. i bought chocolates from cocoa house? cant rememebr cocoa something....
oh and we saw felicia chin and the guy... zheng yao dong issit? that "cop guy who cant act in the 9o'clock drama serial" as quoted from someone..cant remember...anyway they were together...(u heard it first here!haha) anyway he looks ugly! oops! :P
and we went to....NYDC! yum yum... that's a lot of palce and food for one night yeah? anyway i sooo miss everyone... and tk... funny how sometime u get closer to ur schoolmates AFTER u left the school... people like cynthia...shermeen lyd...gy..even jh too i guess.... while people that u were close to in the past just fades away...
as always.. its a laugh whenever ur with them... its just the combination of everyone... ppl like gy....u dun even catch a glimpse of her shadow in nj... in anyone in nj... she's just totally hilarious and crazy even without trying...lydia, just really really really nice... nto that no one in nj is not nice... i can name a few in nj who are nice but its still different.. i dunno. somehow i never had that kinda attachment to people in nj as i did in tk... i guess its the growing up thingy... in sec sch..those are the people u grow up with... the growing years... when everyone is at their most vulnerable and u just share everything with everyone... good or bad...it was there for everyone to see.. thats y ur attached to them and just well perhaps trust them? i dunno cant put in words how i feel. just that i know i enjoy being with them..the tk peeps not just sherm lyd and the rest, joyce jess....bernie and stef
let me clarify.. tk was not that great a place.... its just the people who were there! although anytime anywhere it beats being in nj! haha! right jh?(and oh nothing weird happened yesterday! yeah!)
and oh did nayone watch Missing on ch5 on tuesday??? know one of the social escort...the one who didnt get to go for the so called party and started whining?? that was cynthia's sister! haha! so cute! :P lmao!
well i was kinda disappointed over something... or rather someone since last night after i heard something abt that person... but i feel much better now after playing tennis just now....its true u know...that sports makes u less depress and happier..and mabe cos tennis allows u to vent ur frustration by whacking the ball as if its the person's head or something...or maybe its just the people i was with... but yeah i'm much better now!
i guess sometimes when ur having high expectations on someone, u tend to get disappointed more often, and hurt more deeply..i'm sure many of u with this way. but i tot i'm over this kinda things. i thought things will be different. just when things are looking more positive, u are dealt a blow right smack in ur face, and in this case its not just a bruise that fades away after a while but it leaves behind a scar that u will carry for the rest of ur life.
but oh well, what can we do when things like this happen. carry on with life that is...
anyway today was pretty interesting.... by my standards.. could only play until 4 cos ms chue had the courts booked after that. so we went down to town, hoping to catch a movie..Passion... but no luck... so we went to yes EAT! my favourite thing to do in the whole wide world other than sleeping! so we(me sharon shux and gayboy) went to Heeren for Sakae Sushi!
and then i practically forced them to take neoprints... the ones i took with xiu and russ and the rest of the guys(erm girls) the other time....with all the glittery stuff... btu i think i overdid it this time round...cos u can only see the glitter in one of the pictures and not our faces... haha.. and i seriously think that guys are idiots when it comes to neoprints cos they dun even know where to LOOK into the camera! btu well it was a laugh though cos they were simply exasperated with me decorating the pictures with stars and hearts and all the girly thingys haha...
and we went to McCafe(is that how u spell it?) original plan was nydc but assume it'll be too crowded on a saturday night. but that place is pretty neat...the one at Shaw House atrium...had the Oreo Romeo Cheesecake(funny name) and the Chocoholic's Dream(its simply delicious!) and just talk and crap the whole time which was nice. since the people i've been hanging out with these days are my aunts?!?!!! or around their ages....
oh well have to go now bye!
just had a good working out cleaning my room.. lol... my mom made me do it... so now my room has a brand new look... well not exactly... i just moved certain items ard my shelves... its cleaner now..... on the outside! haha! but dun ever open the drawers!... u'll just get a big shock....well maybe not cos u would have expect that from me..... haha..
working is good for ur skin.... huh? u say! let me explain... ever since i started working, i have been having great skin...well better... not cos i stay in the air conditioned office all day, btu cos i drink a lot of water... y? cos i have nothing better to do... in an effort to look like i'm busy at something, and was just taking a breather, i just drink water and more water and more and more water... haha... which accounts to mor trips to the loo... and busier looking me...
alright enough crapping...
forget breathe easy... another Blue song that i'm totally in love with...
"No Goodbyes"
Don't you know it's time for me to go
Even though it hurts to see you cry
But don't you know you'll never be alone
If you hold me deep inside (oh yeah)
You know that Iwould rather stay
But now before I turn away
There's one last thing to you
I want to say
[Chorus]
Baby there's no goodbyes
I'll always be right by your side
I may be far away
You know that my heart will stay, with you, always
Now I've pictures in the distance
Even though it seems a million miles
But there'll be no space between us
I'll be there everytime you close you eyes. Yes I will (oh)
You know that I would rather stay
But now before I turn away
There's one last thing to you
I want to say
[Chorus]
I don't wanna say words that people say
Cos when I go, my love will stay
In the heart of you to help you make it trough
Baby that is why there can be no. No goodbyes
arent u melting already? another bout of lee fever...
[Chorus x2]
You know what no more goodbyes
i'm so high now... oh anyway was remembering watching the race on sunday....my heart was pumping like crazy even before the race starts...talk abt adrenaline... f1 boring? fat chance...
ok i shall try not to talk abt f1 all the time since some first timers at my blog has commented that its all abt f1....
but butbut! i still cant resist the temptation to do this....
but well, oen thing abt me is i just dun like supporting the winners, its no fun...at all... the underdogs are the ones worth cheering about, u know...to accomplish the seemingly impossible, to beat the topdogs, kimi, montoya, even jenson button now... doesnt kill that kimi is hot hot hot!(no pun intended)
alright i shall really stop abt kimi, or f1, for the non f1 fanatics reading my damn freaking blog... i ought to give it a refurbish since i'm obviously over andy roddick... but i'm just too lazy....besides, its still a half naked guy anyway! *drool* haha! should i get a lee or a kimi one?? oh alright no more guys... fine...
my life is boring... boring boring boring...sigh..all work and no play makes yoyo a dodo! i think i'm going crazy hanging ard the office all day getting bored to death. somewhow i prefer study life minus the homework and exams and all the crap.
and i'm getting more and more cut off from the real world. i'm not sure if its a bad thing. i quite like the way i am now, living in my dreams. i'm neither happy nor sad, just contented... another of the positive effects coming out of jc life... nj specifically... i'm sorry tar, btu i dun share the same enthusiasm as u for wearing the grey uniform again...haha. though i still go back to sch to play tennis!
quote of the day:
"we put the FUN back into dysfunctional"
realise i havent been blogging much lately... cropped up at work.. doing nothing... i hate it when i have nothing to do, so i just sit int he office whole day long... but when the work comes in, boy do they really all come in at once...
dun u think that 8 days is the funniest magazine ard..i'm not advertising for them nor do i read them religiously...anyway my bro just bought the mag for some work..hell knows wat work... so i was reading it before he starts cutting it up, and i came across the article on the Miss Singapore-Universe contestants...its a riot... check this out...
Qns:Why did you join this contest?
Ans: I've always dreamed of being Miss Universe.
Qns:What's the biggest misconception about beauty contestants?
Ans: That's we're all bimbos (me: refer to above q&a!)
Qns: Are beauty contestants bimbos?
Ans: Of cos not. to join miss universe, your not joining a beauty pagent. it's like ur signing up for Who Want To Be A Millionaire plus Are You Hot? plus Survivor all at once. (me: huh?!?!)
i cant decide which is worst....
1.Qns: What is you greatest achievement?
Ans: this might sound dumb, butbmy greatest achievement is winning tickets to the MTV Asia awards. i have to dance to get them(oh boy right u are...)
2.Editor: where does Tony Blair live?
Contestant:Can i have a clue? i think i would know if you just agve me a clue.
Ed: Okay, 10
Con: as in 10 letters???? (me: erm....)
3.Qns:Name the Democrat Senator who hopes to be the next US president
Ans: George Bush?
for ur info.. the first 2 were from the same person and for the the last qns.. though i'm not very sure of the answer as well i wont give such a dumb ass answer.. oh man bimbos bimbos bimbos!!! i cant stand it! yuck! makes me feel so embarrass to be of the same nationailty as her...to even breathe the same air as her or even the previous one...
alright people take a vote...1 2 or 3? i seriously cant decide... yuck bimbos! and they dun even have the boobs for it!
~
steph
~ jh
~ minyu
~ xiu
~
sherm
~ jac
~
pat
~ xp
~ tar
~ xiu
~ xiang
~
jingxian
~ zhenfang
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
To be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost keys, the hour badlly spent
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owne, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
-Elizabeth Bishop