Friday, August 27, 2004
some of u guys may already have heard this tonnes of times
but im FAT!.... Pat, you cant be more right when u said i've probably gained 5 pounds before i even realised.....
first of all.... yes i know i was skinny...and its only right that i gain more weight...
my EXACT sentiments....i dun go all out to stay skinny or lose weight or anything...in fact i eat a lot! in fact i gladly embrace the fact that im growing fatter...in my arse
but too fat in fact! i wouldnt mind filling out my pants...but not OUTGROW THEM!
which is exactly what i freaking did! i couldnt zip up my freaking pants! its so freaking shitty cos i freaking like that pair of pants....
but then again my body's weird cos i was able to wear them again today but it got so tight later i couldnt freaking eat or breathe properly....so now i have to freaking not wear this pair anymore until i shrink BELOW....
why is freaking shitty cos i wanna be proportionate too...so why cant i have some fats in my boobs and not just my arse! and its not as if i have fantabulous arse now...i have 2 blobs...queer and untoned....i want toned arse! and i want boobs! *slams fist on the table*
oh well..that felt good.....
im so tired now...stayed away till 3++yest to do my essay...well in between playing games and chatting etc... i've decided to study over the weekend! i need to catch up.... major catch up.....sigh...oh well I CAN DO IT!
COME-ON! VAMOS! woohoo~!
found a pot of gold@ 11:37
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"One Art"
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
To be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost keys, the hour badlly spent
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owne, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
-Elizabeth Bishop
