Thursday, November 03, 2005
resent...

its something im full of lately, and its something im not particularly proud of...

why resent?

is it because u cant have the same, and u try to push it away by hating it
is it because u think the world is unfair
is it because u dun get wat u give
is it because u know u'll never be as good
is it because u will never know what its like

i know i shdnt be feeling this way
and i dun want to
but all i feel is resentment for everything
and i hate it
im taught never to be resentful
but i am
and i know i shd stop
but i cant help it

i need sleep


found a pot of gold@ 15:22
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"One Art"

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
To be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost keys, the hour badlly spent
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owne, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

-Elizabeth Bishop