Tuesday, December 27, 2005
thanks to taryn for making me this leprechaun-y blogskin!!!!

i LOVE it.... and u guys better do too...

anyway i've had 2 parties recently...as in christmas gathering... one with family and one with 2/4 TKGS '99 ...

its been fun... but im too lazy to write out or post the pics...

so yeah urm... wait till im less lazy....


found a pot of gold@ 15:54
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
I have a gay fetish....

ok i have it long ago...

but it was rekindled-cum-reflamed after watching Will & Grace.....

I LOVE GAYS!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno why... i jsut love them....

i want one!!! i want one!! i want one!!! my very own gay!!! damn lester for not introducing me to any......

i realise that i probably wont get attached to anyone this life time....

i only get crushes on people who will never reciprocate my feelings...

that is gay guys and guys who are emotionally unavailable (no they are different from gays).... why? cos i just prefer those kind of guys... cool or cold as u like to call it... man they are DA BEST! spare me those love bugs and romantics.. dun fancy....

here's to singlehood!!! *cheers*


found a pot of gold@ 16:08
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
to a friend...

thank you.

thank you for saying the right thing.
just what i needed to hear.
just what i needed.

a listening ear.
nothing more.
and words that are not empty nothings.

words that i couldnt find for the past week
from people whom i want to hear it from
but u said the seemingly impossible

what more can i ask for?
im feeling better now
thank you.


found a pot of gold@ 16:57
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
so this was wat happened...

i sat thru 1 1/2hr of a stupid show called the medallion 'cos

1)there was a cameo by edison chen for less than 5 sec,
2) i had nth better to do cos there's nothing on tv tonight

and what happened?

i miss the cameo by edison chen and saw nicholas tse instead....

WHO CARES ABOUT NICHOLAS TSE!

i dun! i wanna see edison chen! and i missed him... damn...this is call a waste of time... 1 1/2hr to be exact....

on a brighter note... i saw mtv whatever things with edison...

though his english still suck and i think the other guy, josh in the show is cuter and hotter.... and not as scrawny

oh im becoming a bimbo....


found a pot of gold@ 14:28
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i confess....

i walked right into a metal rod the other day...

i didnt know it was there

i was using the phone..smsing...from the busstop back home...it used to be a clear lot....still was on fri... the rods appeared on saturday..out of nowhere...

ok i know i shd be looking where im walking.... but yeah i just felt a sharp knock and next thing i know i was leaning back in pain.... yes just like wat u see on tv...those dumbass who never watch where they go....and u think it would never happen in real life...but yeah i became a dumbass....

anyway i have a bruise now on my face! on my forehead and the cheekbone...just missed my eye...good thing there's no blue black..just hurts damn bad...

and my left eye is itchy (no not cos of the knock) and my sinus is acting up again...worst ever... and so my nose is itchy and running n i have to keep rubbing it and cleaning my nose with a tissue which means its red...again.... and pretty soon i'll have pimples on my nose AGAIN! damn i hate sg....


found a pot of gold@ 06:59
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Friday, December 02, 2005
mambo was fun...... went with our lovely rach....

we were all high even without drinking.... just fooling ard and such... saw quite a few ppl and stuff... and a number of gays...woohooo gays!!! yippie!!!! gays are in!

and i stayed over at jh's chatting by the pool once again...and seeing frogs in the pool...can u imagine that? swimming pool with frogs? condo swimming pools...yucks!

and we had prata after that.. which was yummy... and i slept at 8am..... before waking up at 4 and met lai and xiu for dinner and Rent!

and today, went for dinner with the NJ gang... saw my pretty shao and the rest...i love shao's hair! and she's prettier now too! and then met my parents and uncle sebastian and aunty wendy at marina mandarine hotel for a drink....

so yep tts abt all ive been up to since i came back.... no biggie...and now i have to look for a job by order of mommy dearest


found a pot of gold@ 16:57
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
had an interesting dream the other night... the details of which i shall not reveal here...

a rare dream...'cos i almost never dream...

they say dreams are manifestations of ur subconscience.

a few years ago, i would have given anything for this dream....to dream this dream

now i hate it...

i will hate it even more if its true but it shouldnt be... so yeah, we shall keep things as it is...and i shall go no further with this.

watched Rent, the musical today.. it was good...had karen mok in it..though i thought she was annoying with her hair swinging..but she's surprisingly not bad... i fell asleep for a while though, not cos it was boring but that i was just too sleepy..

oh i bought a $90 top the other day but technically it was free...'cos i had a $100 voucher... but yeah... and i bought this pair of really cool slippers cos i needed to spend more than 100 to use tt voucher... love it...it looks like those genie shoes according to sharon... and it was the last pair and it fitted PPPPPPPUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr-FECTLY.... so i guess its fate! bwahaha.......

and jessica! where's my email u dodo!

and did i tell u my DADDY is the BEST! i love my old man!


found a pot of gold@ 19:48
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"One Art"

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
To be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost keys, the hour badlly spent
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owne, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

-Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

-Elizabeth Bishop